JeNnY’s Blog

Life..always full with challenging..one by one…trouble..never stop to visit us.. Why?? Can anyone tell me?? Why all dis must happen to us?? 10.08.2009..8.45pm.. Is a hard time for me.. very very hard.. I send her to airport,with another fren.. i check in for her.. send her till bording hall.. i say goodbye to her.. n i go away from there.. i lost control..fully lost control.. at d moment..i really wish that i can go away from there.. but i cannot… Once again, we left each other.. a fren, who is my best fren.. who has facing with a lot of trouble.. who has overcome everytin n settle everytin for me before.. who has sharing evertin wif me,..no matter happiness or sadness.. we face it together,,. finally..we r graduated.. n we gt offer from different U,. We start our new life in new place with new people.. Who know?? she gt another offer letter from my U,. she transfer to here.. we study together finally.. trouble is coming while everytin is going to stable.. she face wif a lot a problem.. every trouble come to disturb her.. she felt helpless..n i felt useless.. i can do nothing for here.. i cannot help her even a bit.. really useless.. n im so sorry to her.. finally,.. she decide to give up.. i cannot persuade her to stay back.. she give up.. once again we r seperated.. she nid help.. but i cannot help her.. i was loss..

Hm,,.oready one month i stay in penang here.. everytin is going stable now.. Thanks God.. He always show me the right way and the right frens.. Today i met with few frens..which i know them during program pimpim siswa in D’Puncak,Kedah.. One of them is names Beh Poh Lay.. She was a nice gal..very very nice.. For me.. she was a gal who never feel boring to other..never deviate her fren.. she giving me a warm feeling.. d 1st gal which i can trust her fully since im in penang here.. is true.. Thanks God.. show me a nice fren.. even we r come from different place.. different course.. all of my course work starting gt idea..just havent start it.. will be start it soon after i have my own laptop.. really wish that i can finish it in time..

Aiks.. Is time 4 me to start my new life in penang islands here.. since i was still new here..everytin become hard for me.. no matter is fren, my studies, my hostel..all… really hard for me..even im a independent gal.. today is my 3rd days enter my mass com school.. two of my lecturer oready past down assigment for us.. really headache.. aiks,.. dun know whether i can manage it or not.. how can i survive my uni life here for few years?? my God.. pls giving me my own way.. hmm..actually i still can survive another uni life with one of my best fren,but unfortunately..all this happen at d wrong time..after she has settle down in UMS,sabah there..  so sad..  if both of us still can survive our new life together,,im sure our uni lives will be interesting and enjoyable than now… all dis really hard for me.. pls prayer for me…for my new life here..

现在的心情好沉重，最近发生了一些不愉快的事，感觉好累。终于要离乡背井了！期待这一天的到来已经好久了，可惜的事。。想到要离开家里就感觉好不舍得。。好像哭。真不知道自己是怎么搞的。。唉。。还有两天的时间就要出发了。。想见的人太多了。。真是一言难尽啊！！！

Long holiday will be end soon..from now around 23 days again..  i gt university offer ready..from USM,penang..wif communication course..dono whether it is suitable 4 me or not..  well,still happy and thanks to God to let me gt dis offered!! d bad news is a bit disappointed wf USM.. tat is bcoz they do sumtin error 4 d new intake.. both of my best frens gt offer from usm too b4..but after one day,their name is out from intake name list.. really make them disappointed.. actually i tin will be still study together wif them..but now,,juz let me alone.. ^ ^

mood quite down dis few days… one of my fren,left me wifout notice me.. it make me felt quit disappointed,sad.. i dont know why it will be like tat.. maybe.. i dont know.. dont know when can i contact n chat wf him again.. b4, he will always listen to me when  i was feeling sad and under stress.. but now..  i cant complain to him anymore.. we r lost contact.. i felt sad mayb coz i care him as my best fren.. sum1 who will scold me when i do such stupid things.. sum1 who will listen to me even he dont like me to talk n told him nonsense.. well.. i tin i have to survive independant again.. i have to be strong again.. i wish that he will always in good condition and  work properly.. May God bless u,my dear fren.. wish to c u again before i go further study.. take care..

Aiyo..die lol..  What may i do??  I got both Medsi test in d same day,but different place.. Die lol..how can i take it in the same time?? So headace ar..hai..

Today i met wif few Pakistan guys in Sarikei here.  Both of the brother just come to here for two weeks.. D other guys oready come here for few years. They come for business.. One of them, younger than me,come here for study,wf course of medical,.future doctor,. U know, even they dont know how to speak malay..they wish to learn how to comunicate wf us.. Even we are different race,we can comunicate well in english,.. They gv me a quite nice feeling,very nice feeling..  They are also believe in God.. It make me feeling greatfully.. Hope so can meet wf them again in d coming time..

Haha..so nice.. My lovely sis is coming back from singapore last few days.. u know,i was really happy to c her..oready two years didnt gather wf her.. dis few days we go shopping whole d time..really enjoyable..but she go back to singapore again yesterday..my dad n me go to send her to airport..we were so reluctant to seperate wf her once time again.. i c my dad,never stop c her till she enter boarding room..quite sad.. u know,4 me..airport is a place where giving us happiness n sadness..if can,i juz want to experience d happiness but not sadness… i prayer to God,to look after of her n giving her happiness all d ways..

can anyone giving me any suggestion??  i was so bother about my Uni application courses..  dont know what course may i choose..  my result is like the following.. PA=A-,Eco=A,Bm=B+,Geo=A-  so,what course n which uni may i apply??  so headsche..